Hey, sorry I think you can’t hear this anymore but I think there is a god. Until…I think two months I wasn’t religios too then I was one week in Taizé (you can look it up on the internet) in this week happend somthing, it’s really hard to explain. It’s not like church at home it was a different way to believe in god I saw there. I had a hard time before that and so I went to confession and after that I passed out for a second. It’s your decision but maybe you just have to give youself a chance

As I’ve said a thousand times before, I have gone to numerous churches, witnessed several “miracle healings”, been baptized several times, read more holy texts than I can count, and I used to meditate. This does not change me, this does not convince me to believe in a deity, and no amount of “faith” or “spiritual experiences” will change the fact that I do not blindly follow or believe in any deity. I appreciate you being respectful and I am happy for you that you have found something that makes you happy and brightens your life, but I am not the type of person to rely on faith or belief.